Es ist viel zu viel von mir da, mega unzufrieden mit mir selbst......


You'll never see me
Or catch me complain
Grace under pressure
And charm under strain
I'll go on starving
Until I'm divine
Just take what you want
Because nothing is mine

Or so I pretend for the sake of my pride
I'm clean on the outside but I'm dirty inside

I hate every cell from my head to my feet
Yet here I remain in this prison of meat
'Cause late in the night when the day is complete
Well sometimes I'm human, yeah sometimes I eat

Pound if you want
But you'll never get in
There's nowhere to put you
My body so thin
Of course there's a part
That's already inside
The day that it got there
A part of me died

But I take your scraps + somehow survive
I still have a heartbeat but I'm barely alive

I hate you don't leave me oh why do you go
I think I'm still here but I really don't know
My life has no flavor no nothing to taste
Each day I'm alive is a day gone to waste

I hate every cell from my head to my feet
Yet here I remain in this prison of meat
'Cause late in the night when the day is complete
Well sometimes I'm human...